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Why not?

It's been such a long time since I'd been thinking about this question asked by almost everyone when I told them I barely talk to these guys of my age.
'What's so wrong?'
Well, now I've the answer to their 'what's so wrong' and it is that they are immature. No wait, everyone else at a certain point is so was I and I guess I still am but somewhere I've got this strong feeling that I'm growing up with each damage. So now what do I find so wrong about being immature? It's being unaware of the fact and faking maturity. Telling someone about being mature doesn't define it but that's what every second guy does at this age. Don't they?

Let me just show you an imaginary conversation and I bet y'all can relate to it even if it's imaginary—


'It's ok babe just forget about the past. You know everyone isn't same.'
                 
'It's not about being same or different. It's just that I'm fine on my own. I would barely need anyone anymore.'

'C'mon I am not saying I'm any different or anything else but you know what? I'm being hurt and cheated and betrayed so you can count onto me because you know a broken soul wouldn't break other.'

'So you've faced this? Why don't you stop hovering around chicks and have a life then?'

'I don't hover around chicks I just want to be around you. Now and forever. Only if you promise to never leave.'

'No let it be. We can end the conversation here.'

'Let me tell you that I love you. It's been such a long time I'd been trying to tell you this but you know I found it immature. But I promise I'll love you forever even when you're gone.'


So how immature does this sound? But this is how guys talk when the girl already knows he's faking everything. I don't know about every girl. But I can bet most of them know it like in my opinion, I don't promise a forever. Forever is no certain and all that I promise is a now. Maybe I've known the worth of my words and that too how people trust me blindly and count onto me whenever I say I'll help them. How can I step back even unwillingly? And for the line 'I love you' it's so much fake because to be with someone, you need a reason. Yes, you really do. How come you fall in love with someone who ain't doing anything rather than creating illusions in one's own mind and day dreaming?

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