Archee Pal

Restlessness swept over the sleep and I could feel my heart​ beat faster. I was lying on the bed with my knees bent up. It was that afternoon when I made him a call— 'Hey' 'Why did you not call me since morning.' I screamed. 'Nothing really. I was little occupied.' he responded in a low tone. 'Okay. You know baby I'm missing you a lot here. Just come to me soon.' I exclaimed. 'Ok. I... Er... You know I got two wedding proposals.' There was a pause for about two seconds and it seemed a prank to me. I would have chopped his head off his shoulders, had he been kidding but then, he continued. 'Mom rejected one and said the other one to wait.' 'You are going to marry her?' My tone got deeper and the sentence broke into three parts . 'In two years!' 'You are marrying her?' I asked again in a louder voice wondering if his words would change but a yes said it all. 'Ok' 'I just told you

Earlier when I would tell people that love is a myth, now I believe it. Maybe because I type it about a thousand times per day to unlock my phone. Or maybe because I've never been really loved. Everytime it was just lust, cheat and everything else I personally believe I never deserved but today when someone says 'I love her/him' I get into such a confusion like for minutes I'm wondering if I heard it right. It's the moment I'm unable to respond to someone. I feel pity for the person knows nothing about it and then I feel piqued if that person is trying to befool me with his words. No one can love anyone. Love... Is a myth. It's an illusion that, for some moments make you feel the most beautiful of yourself and regret the same in the other moments. That's how it works. Everytime you're falling in love and falling out of it, you'll be spending sleepless nights. One with hope while the other with teary eyes. Eyes drown into grief. Expecting fictiou

How do I not hesitate to tell him that I want him like nothing else? I long for him like no one else... I don't know if this feeling is of 2:30 am or the memories of his passionate love. I don't still know if he was wrong or was that me in the end? Can we give it a try for once? No, I think I shouldn't ask him that. Maybe I already know he ain't mine anymore or maybe I just don't want him! Because you weren't wrong doesn't mean you won't have regrets, sometimes all you regret is being right!

Holding onto something will never be a good idea. I mean seriously dude, how can you just trap someone and wait expecting them to want to stay forever. No, this is not how things really work. If they really want to stay, they'd be back even if you're pushing them out of the door but if they want to go, they'll escape. Trust me, you wouldn't even know. Just loosen the hold for once.