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To the past!

Dear love!
Oh, it sounds amazingly​ disturbing to hear the word 'love' from me right? Obviously we ended long ago and I still love you. Not that I never tried relationships but then, every of them ended like a book. I continued to read more and more and now I've become a good reader. I judge the books easily and read them quickly. Now these books don't make me cry anymore. But the only irony is that everytime I buy a book and start reading, I know it's gonna end. Maybe that's the strength or maybe it's just the way I think. Nothing's really disappointing anymore. All the books I'm reading give me a good lesson and I never want to re-read any of them but... When it comes to you, I still want you. Whenever I'm with my friends and we discuss the relationships, it reminds me of you and the more memories come ahead, the more I crave for you. I know you wouldn't be reading this anyway but I needed to write this to you. I needed to tell you that I still love you and I'm tired of running towards other guys. Deep inside I want you but I understand I can't have you. There's always that one we cannot have and for me it's you. Anyway, happy one year to the very first time we met!
I still remember: 16/07/2016

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