This FWB almost killed me

FWB— Friends with benefits

Yesterday, I went to a cafe with my friend. We ordered some good food and sent a really good quality time. It took us 2 complete hours to make a decision to leave the beautiful place. We asked the waiter for the bill and he asked us to pay at the counter. I went towards the counter to pay the bill that's when I saw this guy. He stood 5'11" and was dressed up all in black. He was attractive but no. I didn't want to repeat the same mistake again. I came out after paying off and soon I realised that I friend of mine who used to visit the cafe regularly might have been knowing him. I asked him to contact him for me and before I could have narrated the complete scene, he said 'Dear, he wouldn't take you as his girlfriend because he's already having hot chicks in fwb with him.'

I was listening all this for the first time. I didn't know the meaning of fwb and he narrated me that it's friends with benefits. He also told me how two people decide to satisfy each others' needs without being into any relationship. The sentence was a big hault and I decided never to think of that guy again. Not that he was into such things, but because they were unacceptable by me and I no more want to change myself by ex It was unacceptable for me to even think of it. But then I realised, it's feelingless and it's good for some people who are really hurt and got no more feelings. Even the whole concept of fwb is wrong, but it's true at least. When you get into such relationships, you know there's never gonna be anything emotional between you two. You don't keep hopes and you stay happy. Now compare with those who promise a good relationship and leave uou soon!

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That Message thou!

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Why not?

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Reasons

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