You know that you spoiled me way too much. I did not deserve this. Or did I? I've no idea of what wrong did I do to make you feel so arrogant towards me. But I think it's fine. At least you turned me into someone better. Someone you really want to have now. Do you really want me now? Because I just got that text from you telling me that you miss me. So... Do you really miss me now?
Earlier when I would tell people that love is a myth, now I believe it. Maybe because I type it about a thousand times per day to unlock my phone. Or maybe because I've never been really loved. Everytime it was just lust, cheat and everything else I personally believe I never deserved but today when someone says 'I love her/him' I get into such a confusion like for minutes I'm wondering if I heard it right. It's the moment I'm unable to respond to someone. I feel pity for the person knows nothing about it and then I feel piqued if that person is trying to befool me with his words. No one can love anyone. Love... Is a myth. It's an illusion that, for some moments make you feel the most beautiful of yourself and regret the same in the other moments. That's how it works. Everytime you're falling in love and falling out of it, you'll be spending sleepless nights. One with hope while the other with teary eyes. Eyes drown into grief. Expecting fictiou...
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