Whoa! The guy I thought would never leave just did the same. It's painful to accept the reality over his fake promises. Should I cry or should I die?Wait darling. Keep kalm and look through it. If he was a cheater, let him fly to his own death. You're so much beautiful that even he couldn't handle that right? You never lied/cheated because that's what you never learned and he did. Think twice if you should destroy yourself for the very wrong person or make them realise that their decision of leaving you was bad enough to burn them and good enough to free you to fly.
Talking to him is still peaceful. Though we never talk about love but his voice still gives me a shiver— the one I believe I would never feel with anyone else. I don't know if I still love him but the thought of never talking to him again is still a nightmare. Even at nights when I feel lonely, I write to him. Ofcourse I save them to the draft before sending and forget to hit send. I still miss him for he made me feel beautiful always and that's what he still does when he steal glances at me. Sometimes I wonder how things change every minute and every second. But it's true that a formal conversation with him is still better than the deep conversations with anyone else. Love is a sacrifice and understanding it at such an early age is a boon! I miss him and I wouldn't get back to him... Obviously one side is his where he's stubborn to the fact that we don't have a future and the other side is mine where he's like a book that I've read once and would...

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