Sometimes when I make a call

Did he know that I needed to talk to him badly tonight? He never takes my calls but he just did and was nice. Of course it was really formal like everytime but it was soothing. I miss the way he would tell me that he loves me everytime we would end a call and now that he doesn't even utter a 'bye'. It's weird how he still doesn't want to return back those love letters I would give him but he doesn't even want to read them anymore. It's weird how he can't stand a day without watching me but I'm not his addiction anymore. It's weird how I know that we love each other and no one says that. It's weird how we both miss ourselves and none wants to be together!

We had a super cute love story that was ended by the norms of the society. I now know how age and caste difference can be so much more powerful than the unconditional love.

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Why not?

It's been such a long time since I'd been thinking about this question asked by almost everyone when I told them I barely talk to these guys of my age. 'What's so wrong?' Well, now I've the answer to their 'what's so wrong' and it is that they are immature. No wait, everyone else at a certain point is so was I and I guess I still am but somewhere I've got this strong feeling that I'm growing up with each damage. So now what do I find so wrong about being immature? It's being unaware of the fact and faking maturity. Telling someone about being mature doesn't define it but that's what every second guy does at this age. Don't they? Let me just show you an imaginary conversation and I bet y'all can relate to it even if it's imaginary— 'It's ok babe just forget about the past. You know everyone isn't same.' 'It's not about being same or different. It's just that I...

That Message thou!

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The New Ending

Restlessness swept over the sleep and I could feel my heart beat faster. I was lying on the bed with my knees bent up. It was that afternoon when I made him a call— 'Hey' 'Why did you not call me since morning.' I screamed. 'Nothing really. I was little occupied.' he responded in a low tone. 'Okay. You know baby I'm missing you a lot here. Just come to me soon.' I exclaimed. 'Ok. I... Er... You know I got two wedding proposals.' There was a pause for about two seconds and it seemed a prank to me. I would have chopped his head off his shoulders, had he been kidding but then, he continued. 'Mom rejected one and said the other one to wait.' 'You are going to marry her?' My tone got deeper and the sentence broke into three parts . 'In two years!' 'You are marrying her?' I asked again in a louder voice wondering if his words would change but a yes said it all. 'Ok' 'I just told you ...

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